Cari's Poems.

~Perfection~

When the sun is shining brighter than ever,
When all your tears have turned to dust, your sadness into true laughter,
Then perfection will truly be,
But too bad it's something I will never see.

All I want is for this nightmare to end.
For my eyes to stop shedding endless tears,
For the horrors in my life, to become dreams I think about everyday.
All I want, is for this nightmare, to stop being the sad thing I call my life.
All I want, all I need, is for you to see, I'm not the happy little girl I pretend to be.
All I want....
Is to be awakened from this endless Nightmare.

When the thunder roars, and the lightning cracks,
I can't help but sit in sorrows, and remember my past.
Catching rain drops in my hands, lifting my face up to the rain,
Simply to hide the tears on my face.

Dreadful
Awakening
Remembering
Killing
Nothingness
Ending
Scaring
Scars.

When you fake a smile, nobody notices the sadness in your eyes.
When you pretending to laugh, nobody hears the the weeping from the past.
When you draw a heart, only you, see it's true cracks.

The girl I want to be, I only see in my deepest dreams.
The one everyone loves,
The one he can't keep his eyes off,
The one who never feels she has to always stay strong,
The one who's true friends, always stay long.
It's sad how well I see,
That will never, be me.

Friends are the ones who know you best,
Who defend you when your boyfriends being a pest,
Who cry, simply just because you are,
Who are always near when they're really far.
When you fake a smile, and they see,
That deep inside, all you want, is simply to sit and cry.

In the dark I cry,
Pretend to laugh in the sun,
Wanting to say bye.

As these shadows consume us,
Tragically drowning us,
In our own dreadful memories,
We can't help but to think, "Why me?"

In the silent night,
We sit and cry,
Stuck in the darkened shadows of our lives.

While the morning dawn comes,
We just hope, before the next night arrives, that we will be gone.

I never knew how cruel the world could be,
Until I opened up my eyes,
To really see.

The killings and sadness,
All the silly lies and madness.

When people say everything happens for a reason,
That every cause has an effect,
I can't help but to laugh,
No wonder the world is such a defect.

I never knew how cruel the world could truly be,
Till I opened my eyes,
To really see.

True love only comes once in a persons life,
After your heart breaks a million times,
After all the other guys who made you cry.

True love can only be found in the one person who waits forever,
Just to be in your arms.

True love is when the person never stops saying "I love you",
And never lets go,
Even when you push them away.

True love only comes once in your life,
The one and only person, who can truly fix all your broken hearts.